mtv gig gude- DAY 2
orchardroad.hotel1929.eskibar.MOS
four shoots in one day is enough to make your knees go weak and head spin.
the upside?
got to have lunch with
andy andy andy

who is just gorgeous

and yes, got to visit all the rooms in MOS
but clubbing so definitely not my thing
watching people flirt blatantly, dress skimpily
think they can dance when they cant
think they are hot when they arent
just really puts me off
so does excessive 2nd hand smoke over prolonged periods of time
and insane music blarring at your ear.
i'm all for private parties
white wine and beer comfortably lying on the couch.

ive got a secret.
wouldnt you want to know. (:

MTV gig guide - DAY 1

starting to find it much easier to post photographs than to type
evidence of laziness and a degenerating brain
but well they say that pictures speak a thousand words right?

so in short it was an intense morning
running all over the place
picking up people
going in the "uniquely singapore jet boat"
highlight of the day:
lunch at jumbo
chilli crabs and muntou.

unfortunately this is a 'for-the-sake-of-experience' job
so that means no filling my pockets.
but well..for now i am having a pretty good time

at the airport with gracedear
lovely lovely having her back

thank you for the surprise

everyone should get their behinds to the airport for
popeye's chicken
i swear by it

my gorgeous new tees
thank you meng

race today with the family over the mahjong table.
my sister and i were at the edge of our seats screaming michael on
(am not a full fledged ferrari fan...just anti-alonso)
and trying to explain to my mother that there is nothing remotely unfemine about females watching an F1 race.

1 week
3 days and
5 papers later.

i find it remarkable that i am still alive.
and so it ends.
for now at least.

14 day reverie

i cant remember ever working this hard.
and really i do feel drained and exhausted.
it feels even more terrible knowing that somehow all you effort seems to always come to naught.
i mean i've freaking got the exam questions on hand but yet i still am not confident of doing well for my paper
like WTH right.
i think my brains have become somewhat nonexistent.
i seem just incapable of retaining information.
to make it all worse
i am worried
and annoyed
two emotions that definitely do not contribute to a healthy studying climate.

need a new phone. NOW.

for all the brains out there being killed by the exams
a game.

*not for the faint hearted

"sometimes, all we want is a taste.
other times, there is no such thing as enough
-the glass is bottomless...
and all we want is more.
-grey's anatomy

my cute little crabs (:

the boys were insanely facinated with them
thank you all for a wonderful time
i love yami xiong...(:

tengs: will definitely miss you when you get your hair shaved off

"greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends"
-john 15:13

it always rains on good friday.
always
have a blessed one

the weather the past few days has just been disappointingly dismal
and today hasnt been any exception
gloriously in line with my mopey mood as i struggle and plod through my mountain high of work
i think the only thing keeping me alive is knowing that soon it will all be over.
holidays
the word sounds tantilizing on my lips
painfully counting down the days.

theres simply just somthing amazing about racing down the expressway in the death of the night
with the windows down and the wind in your face
your hair flying in all directions
as you drink up the beauty of the darkness.

a vast expense of sea stretches out before you
and you gaze over the body of water to see the glowing street lamps burning for you
overhead the stars smile down
and the moon bathes you in her warm glow

over cigarettes and macdonalds
conversation intermingles with smoke
and you are reminded once again that friendship is such a wonderful thing

Congratstengs
welcome to the first-timers club
well done. (:

happy birthday tracy

isnt this just so pretty? am pleasnatly surprised at how it turned out..considering how un-artistic and un-creative i am when it comes to desgining things like bracelets...
always been more of a grab whatever is on the shelf person...
but decided to make this for tracy as a birthday gift...
(okay so i just designed it...the nice lady at the shop was the one that strung it together)
but hey...it is kinda nice aint it?

quaintsecrets
53 haji lane
6297 9792

no matter how much you miss her, how much you wish you were able to laugh and smile together again, nothing can be done. some say love can make a grown man cry. a woman's silence can tear that same man down to his knees...
you realise that there is no reason, no way to coerce or to fight it. and how do you cope, with a woman's silence. you find that there is no way to escape from it's reaches. how do you explain the longing that tears at you? maybe, there is no answer, no remedy for this love.
meng

the warning lights are no longer blinking overhead.
miraculously, i have managed to survive
3 term papers
2 examinations
1 quiz
all in the span of one week no less.
my brain is still sizzling from excessive use.

"his penis is so beautiful...that i want to kint it a little cap."
-ralphie (prime)

you know that when you play with fire
you can only end up getting burnt.
but yet the orange glow of the flames are simply just so enchanting and so inviting
drawing you closer and closer
as you strare transfixed at the dancing hues of orange
but once across the threshold
you feel the intensity of their wrath
as the fire engulfs you with its immense heat
the curls of flames licking at your skin
like scorching hot coals covering ever inch of you.
and the ferocity with which it spreads
eliminating mercilessly everything in its path
till in the end, nothing remains but a tiny mound of dust.

from ash you are and to ash you will return.

i could never make a movie about your life
there is simply too many truths about it that i dont wanna see
its much easier beliving and remembering through my closed eyes.

i will always remember the feel of a persian rug beneath my feet

had the wool totally pulled over my eyes today
but was pleasantly surprised in the end
its like one of those long roundabout trips you take
but the final destination just takes your breath away and you know that the time and effort was worth it.

got down to my long overdue shopping trip at last
for some strange reason, have really been craving to do so.
retail therapy is good
but one should always ahve a fatter wallet.
everybody should head down to icon
along tan quee lan street (its just behind bugis junction)
its got seriously interesting things..
not sure if its things that you'd actually buy
but they are definitely pretty to look at
a pity quite a few of the shops were close though.
had loads that i wanted to see..

well time to bury myself in my assignments once again.

sometimes...it does get lonely and empty
and the silence and darkness of the night just seems to stretch out endlessly before you
i wish too for that someone...
who will add colour to this bleak painting i call life.

everybody needs someone sometime